is it weird...

to be extremely happy right now???
i mean... i have this amazing outlook on life right now. as soon as i walked into my house, i realized i had a wonderful day, but spent it moping around. english class has seemed to have a great effect on me. ive decided that instead of getting mad over little things, im going to be grateful for all of them.

for example: i was extremely excited that my mom is cooking macaroni and cheese tonight. AND i laughed hysterically at my cats playing with a pipe cleaner. im not sure that my life could get any better right now =]


--love ashleegrace

i love it when...

haha justkidding...
i HATE it when...

you apologize to someone very sincerly and then they say they accept it and yet then they go off and talk behind your back with people who you used to be close with. so for all i know, secrets that i so confidently told them, thinking that they wouldnt talk about, are probably spread all over freaking caddo mills. and now, none of them will answer my texts.

oh well... who cares anyway? i think having a few select people i can talk to beats having a million friends and being "popular." after all, jesus is the ultimate best friend=]

im still amazed...

at how fake everyone always seems...
its like you get to know someone and then they turn out to be someone you never knew at all.
all i want are real people. im done with fakeness.
and i know that next year is going to be even harder
because the further i get in high school, the faker people become =/

--ashleegrace

i can't believe...

how much everything has changed. i feel like a different person now.
people always say that the past will make you stronger, but you never realize how much stronger you are. i've just come to that realization today. hopefully i have the strength enough to speak my mind in a few weeks. =]
this could be interesting.

--ashleegrace

tomorrow...

im going to talk to her.
im going to renew a ruined friendship.
im going to tell her how i really feel.
im going to tell her she was more beautiful before.
im going to tell her how much i miss her.
im going to tell her that i love her.
im going to tell her im sorry.

im gonna talk to becca.

(thanks car)

--ashleegrace

devistated... until now =]

so today kinda sucked.
i feel so distant from my best friend now...
i hope we can talk about it.

but now...

i might go up to kentucky and see my bubba. :D
(i cant tell you how long its been since ive been able to say that)

love,
--ashleegrace

lyrics =]

forgive me i'm trying find,
my calling, i'm calling at night.
i don't mean to be a bother,
but have you seen this girl?
she's been running through my dreams,
and it's driving me crazy it seems,
i'm gonna ask her to marry me.

"remembering sunday" by all time low

i love this song!! =]

-ashleegrace