forgiveness is the ultimate reward =]

yay!!!
have you ever done something horribly wrong to a person?
well... i know its happened to me multiple times.
but now i can put some of that behind me.
i've learned to apologize to people and, so far...
its worked out great!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i now have the trust of an old friend back.
ily Nolan!!! hahahaha

-love, ashleegrace

random conversation in youth...

ok... so youth today was pretty dang funy.
well... at least i thought it was.
the conversation we had went something like this:

chris: ok so today we're going to talk about friendships.
*chris explains a story about two girls that remind me a lot of me and carleigh*
chirs(later): what would you say to your friend if they were dressing like a... derogatory term...?(he meant slut)
*silence*
me: i would straight up tell her that she was dressing like a (derogatory term) and then tell her to change.
*i get a few funny looks*
me(to cj): i guess they've never heard me and carleigh talking.
cj: what do you mean?
me: i mean that she would do the same for me.
cj: you mean she would call you a skank?
me: yep.
cj: what kind of a friend does that?
me: carleighmaddisonaltom.

--ashleegrace

ok...

so far in my life ive quit:
guitar
band
and now athletics.
i just wanna find something i can stick to...
=/

--ashleegrace

kinda scared...

im kinda nervous for tomorrow.
i finally asked my mom if i could...
ad she said yes...
but now that i can,
i kind of dont want to.
this is so confusing!
i dont know what to do...
tomorrow should be... fun.
not!

--ashleegrace

well that was kinda stupid...

i went to the nurse today...
because i was having pain in my side.
she told me it could be my appendix...
(im not sure if i spelled that right)
so we made me a dr.s appointment at 4:15 today.

so i get there and the doctor pokes at my side alot...
(and then i peed in a cup =/ )
and she told me it was prolly just a strained muscle
which is a far cry from my appendix...
but she said it could have felt like it was my appendix that was hurting.
so now i have to go back to school and tell coach its just a muscle strain...
which should be fun...
i just hope shell laugh rather than think i lied...
(cuz i didnt, i just didnt know)
and now i have to sit out in athletics tomorrow... (again)
and i just hope i can work out monday...
cuz just sitting around kinda sucks =/

well, peace.
--ashleegrace

i may have become obsessed with blogging...

i seem to post a blog everytime im online.
but anyway...
i still feel horrible.
and i cant have anymore asprin for an hour
so im upset =/
but i think im gonna go get on facebook to take my mind of it...

--ashleegrace

ohmypoptarts!

haha do u like my heading?
anyways...
i have just found out that i have the most amazing best friend in the world.
read this.

first...
the urban dictionary definition of ashlee:

'Ashlee. spelled with two E's for a reason. an Ashlee, not to be confused with an Ashley, is no goodie two-shoes or poser. she goes against the grain and may not fit in with any certain clique, but she sets the trends. a possible social outcast, but very dependent, very desireable.'

but now...
my best friend carleigh's definition of ashlee:

'That was what the urban dictionary said, but it is WRONG!!! This is my definition, from carleighboo's mind. Ashlee. One who is beautiful inside and out. Is always there for someone in need. Is a great friend and sometimes words cannot express how amazing she is. She is very smart and knows how to take care of herself. She is one of the very best people you will ever meet, and if you don't know an Ashlee Grace Taylor Brown then you are definately missing out and should get to know this chicka! PS... she also knows how to live life and have fun!
Love, Carleigh.'

i swear she is the sweetest person i've ever known.
best friends are the greatest.
and i'm so glad i have her =]

love,
--ashleegrace