kinda scared...

im kinda nervous for tomorrow.
i finally asked my mom if i could...
ad she said yes...
but now that i can,
i kind of dont want to.
this is so confusing!
i dont know what to do...
tomorrow should be... fun.
not!

--ashleegrace

well that was kinda stupid...

i went to the nurse today...
because i was having pain in my side.
she told me it could be my appendix...
(im not sure if i spelled that right)
so we made me a dr.s appointment at 4:15 today.

so i get there and the doctor pokes at my side alot...
(and then i peed in a cup =/ )
and she told me it was prolly just a strained muscle
which is a far cry from my appendix...
but she said it could have felt like it was my appendix that was hurting.
so now i have to go back to school and tell coach its just a muscle strain...
which should be fun...
i just hope shell laugh rather than think i lied...
(cuz i didnt, i just didnt know)
and now i have to sit out in athletics tomorrow... (again)
and i just hope i can work out monday...
cuz just sitting around kinda sucks =/

well, peace.
--ashleegrace

i may have become obsessed with blogging...

i seem to post a blog everytime im online.
but anyway...
i still feel horrible.
and i cant have anymore asprin for an hour
so im upset =/
but i think im gonna go get on facebook to take my mind of it...

--ashleegrace

ohmypoptarts!

haha do u like my heading?
anyways...
i have just found out that i have the most amazing best friend in the world.
read this.

first...
the urban dictionary definition of ashlee:

'Ashlee. spelled with two E's for a reason. an Ashlee, not to be confused with an Ashley, is no goodie two-shoes or poser. she goes against the grain and may not fit in with any certain clique, but she sets the trends. a possible social outcast, but very dependent, very desireable.'

but now...
my best friend carleigh's definition of ashlee:

'That was what the urban dictionary said, but it is WRONG!!! This is my definition, from carleighboo's mind. Ashlee. One who is beautiful inside and out. Is always there for someone in need. Is a great friend and sometimes words cannot express how amazing she is. She is very smart and knows how to take care of herself. She is one of the very best people you will ever meet, and if you don't know an Ashlee Grace Taylor Brown then you are definately missing out and should get to know this chicka! PS... she also knows how to live life and have fun!
Love, Carleigh.'

i swear she is the sweetest person i've ever known.
best friends are the greatest.
and i'm so glad i have her =]

love,
--ashleegrace

ugh!

i feel horrible.
i went home early from school today.
at first it was because i was coughing,
but now i feel even worse.
im still going to church tonight,
which could be kind of... interesting.
lets just say asprin is now my best friend.
=]

--ashleegrace

school...

is officially the biggest waste of my time.
why go to class to learn something that i learned in 6th grade?
ugh...
if only my mother had let me skip a grade...
but no...
they thought i would be a social outcast...
which i kind of am now...
so it really wouldnt have mattered =/
oh well...
im stuck.
and bored.
farewell.

--ashleegrace

hmmm...

after reading earlier posts, i'm starting to feel bad.
i've just realized that i miss becca.
but after our rocky past, i thought i would never be friends with her again.
could it be possible that i made a mistake?
that i could have saved a very dear friendship?
people change right? i hope so.
but is forgiveness an option?
i have a feeling that God is trying to tell me something.
and i think it has something to do with saving this severed friendship.
pray for me?

--ashleegrace

wow.

for how much i love blogging, i haven't done it in forever!
so much has happened.
last summer was horrifying and completely amazing,
and this school year has been completely phsycotic.
i've lost friends, gained some,
and found out that you can't competely trust anyone but God.
oh yeah... i got a cat!!!
his name is...
PORKCHOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahaha
well, peace =]

--ashleegrace

wow!

this is my first blog in like over a year! let's just say high school is very different. 'Pero es muy facil.' haha spanish is fun. That meant 'but its very easy' but anyways...
i cant wait for summer. i have church camp, and i get to see all my friends again. and plus i cant wait to not be called a freshman anymore. i hope those little 8th graders have fun next year, because high school is nothing like i thought it would be. i really cant imagine how some of them are going to feel when they get to high school... all i can say is... just do what the upper classmen say and you'll be fine. hahahaha justkidding!
high school is great. =]

--love ashleegrace