i love it when...

haha justkidding...
i HATE it when...

you apologize to someone very sincerly and then they say they accept it and yet then they go off and talk behind your back with people who you used to be close with. so for all i know, secrets that i so confidently told them, thinking that they wouldnt talk about, are probably spread all over freaking caddo mills. and now, none of them will answer my texts.

oh well... who cares anyway? i think having a few select people i can talk to beats having a million friends and being "popular." after all, jesus is the ultimate best friend=]

im still amazed...

at how fake everyone always seems...
its like you get to know someone and then they turn out to be someone you never knew at all.
all i want are real people. im done with fakeness.
and i know that next year is going to be even harder
because the further i get in high school, the faker people become =/

--ashleegrace

i can't believe...

how much everything has changed. i feel like a different person now.
people always say that the past will make you stronger, but you never realize how much stronger you are. i've just come to that realization today. hopefully i have the strength enough to speak my mind in a few weeks. =]
this could be interesting.

--ashleegrace